As you washed away the tear streaks off your face, you began wondering why you even agreed to leaving with him.
'Too blinded by his... ah stop thinking about it! He's just a heartless bastard...' you sweared mentally to yourself, gripping the sink with an iron grip, before turning it on again, splashing the ice cold water onto your face.
"Oh, who am I kidding? Hate to admit, but he got me!! With his looks, charm, eyes..." you continued muttering all of this, before plopping against the mattress you called a bed.
You contemplated if being with him was worth all of this, running away from home, drinking alcohol, smoking, getting into fights... all because he had convinced you that he loved you and that he wanted nothing more than to be with you...
You stared at the necklace he had given you, with your name on it, officially showing the world that you were his.
You fiddled with it for a while, thinking through it time and time again.
...Was it worth it, betraying everyone? Your friends, family, even yourself?
"Oh (Nickname)! I've got a surprise for you~!"
You shuddered at that, knowing it would not be a nice surprise. But you sighed and went out anyway, the necklace shimmering brightly, almost as if taunting you.
You've already ran away after all, and if betraying yourself is what you did to be with him, then so be it.