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It was late into the night, and Alfred was sitting on his couch, staring at the ceiling. In fact, that's what he had been doing ever since he woke up, not even moving an inch. People would try to get in to help him, but he ignored all of them, not even sparing a glance in their direction.

In fact, all he could think about was what had happened starting from 2 days ago…


"Um Alfred? I have something to tell you…" you mumbled a little, twiddling your thumbs and looking down at the floor, blushing.

"Yeah (Name)? What is it?" he questioned, noticing that you were acting differently then usual.

"Well, I-I like- no, I love you!" you corrected yourself.

Alfred gasped, wide-eyed, obviously not expecting you to say anything like that.

He then walked up to you and placed his hands on your chin, lifting your chin up so you could look at him. A glimmer of hope shined in your eyes, but the very next sentenced crushed it completely.

"I'm sorry (Name). But…I don't think I feel the same."

Feeling heartbroken, you mumbled an "It's ok" before running off with tears in your eyes, refusing to cry in front of Alfred.

That night as he lay in bed, he thought about what you had said. He was also thinking about his response. Did he really mean it? Did he really not feel the same way you do? And after a while, he finally got his answer.

Before dozing off though, he had one last thought,

'Don't worry (Name). The hero and the damsel in distress are going to be together again.'

The next day he got to school early, hoping to find you, but you weren't anywhere. Throughout the day, he checked all the places you usually hung out at, he even checked the canteen which you hated, but you weren't there either.

Finally during last period, he finally heard some news about you as two students were chatting. But not a good one.

"Hey did you hear, I heard a student here was found dead from falling of a building."

"Oh my gosh ! Who was it?"

"Someone called (Name) or something…"

Hearing that, Alfred grabbed all of his stuff and ran to the local hospital, ignoring all the weird stares from his classmates and teacher.

Reaching there, he ran up to the reception area and asked, "Excuse me? Did you hear anything about someone named (Name) (Last Name)?"

"As a matter of fact yes. Poor girl, by the time she got here it was…too late. Oh, by the way, do you know anyone called Alfred F. Jones?"

"That's me!" he yelled out.

"Well, this was found in (Name)'s pocket. It was addressed to you." Said the receptionist, handing Alfred and envelope with his name written on it.

Quickly flipping it open, he read it not uttering a single word. Then all of a sudden, he fell to the floor, crying his eyes out. Those around him all gave looks of pity, but he ignored them all, not seeing any reason he should care about them at this point in time.

~~~Flashback Ended~~~

He had still kept the letter, it being one of the few things he had left to remember you by. He had been re-reading it every one or two hours and he picked the letter up, about to read it again.

It read:

Hey Alfie,

I'm guessing by the time you found this, I'll be…you know…

Anyway, the reason I had to do this was because…I couldn't stand it anymore. You already know this but, my parents treat me like I'm trash, they even encourage my siblings to pick on me. You were also my only friend. I have had a crush on you for months and even though you rejected me…I still love you. But I just couldn't handle it, knowing that you'd probably be the only person to care for me in my entire life. But I guessed that shows that I have no one for me in this world…

But, I don't blame you, so don't blame yourself. Even though you don't love me, I still think you're my hero. You let me see how it felt like to be happy, how to laugh, how to smile, how to love.

So continue being the hero that you are and save some other damsel in distress. :)

Your good friend,

After scanning through the letter for the millionth time that day, he set it down on the table.

"A hero? You're wrong (Name)…I'm not a hero," he mumbled to himself, those being the first words he said all day, as a tear slid down and onto the letter, coincidentally falling on the word 'hero', "…After all, no hero would cause this to his beloved…"
Here's another America x Reader! :iconyayamericaplz:

But a tragedy though... :iconsadalfredplz:

It's a bit cliche (I think), but this idea was stuck in my mind so I had to type it out XD

Anyway, plz comment and tell me how to improve! :iconbowplz:

P.S. I know the ending is a, but that was the best ending I had so...yeah...:iconamericasulkplz:

Hetalia (c) :iconhimaruyaplz:
You (c) You
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JackFleutie Featured By Owner May 25, 2015  Student General Artist
I cryed...A LOT!!
FangirlingToTheMax Featured By Owner May 2, 2015
Who made me drink 8 glasses of feels everyday?
Random Person: Miss,are you crying?
Me:I'm not. What makes you think I'm crying? (Forces a fake laugh)
Random Person: Okay... But seriously,why are tears in your face?
Me: Darn feels....
CheetahBoots Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2015  Student Digital Artist
hetaliafangirl01 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014
I don't cry at FF

but it was sad.

I do hate FF tht either has me dead or commit suicide.

But this was a good written 1
1stYaoiFanatic Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I'm not crying....Cry forever 

They are NOT tears!!!! I don't cry....Miuna Crying Icon SpongeBob (Cries) Cry run Neko Emoji-14 (Cry) [V1] Elsie (Crying) [V1] Fool Emoji-37 (Waving and Crying) [V3] Itachi Crying Free Avatar RenoDesperate for Mother Menma Honma (I still want to be with everyone) V1 Llanto-desesperado 
DB4Lyfe Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014
I came her for fluff and ended up sad...
lullabyly Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Student General Artist
But knowing me I would have wrote
Dear Alfred...
Fuck you you bitch...
See you in hell
Kiss my ass,
loneHarmony Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Student Artist
XD I would have done something similar!
lullabyly Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014  Student General Artist
glad I'm not the only one! :iconthumbsupplz:
FlareBreezeHere Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2014
fireflies-at-sunset Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm seriously crying .
KawaiiKoneko97 Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is so sad. TwT But I enjoyed reading it; it's very well-written. :3
fairytailrox98 Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2013
Thank you ^^
KawaiiKoneko97 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome. :3
deerfluff Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013
TheChosenOne14 Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
DEM FEELS ;A; they broke my heart
Rigi-san Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
NEKOYASHA1011 Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2013  Student General Artist
NEKOYASHA1011 Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2013  Student General Artist was so freaking sad.. TwR
DehGirlWhoLovesAnime Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
LoveStakler Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2013  Student Artisan Crafter
me right nao: -sniff- tht was sad -try's not to cry-
CaraTheHedgehog Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i-imagine-in-manga09 Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Don't call me emo or I'll cry big juicy tears of blood and pain, and then I'll kill myself, and it'll be ALL YOUR FAULT.
ElectricCupcakes Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
As it is said on 4chan
SecretlySpain Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013   Writer
It's okay America... don't blame yourself. I've already gone trhough so much crap in my life but you are my hero.

:iconamericasulkplz: :iconsaysplz: But- but i don't feel like a hero.......
Italy-Germany-Japan Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconamericasulkplz: Why, Author-san...?
HikariXSaysXMeow Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2012
where's my emo corner...i want to cry now..
Z0MGedELR1C Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ratjay Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Student Digital Artist
So sad....
Yuki-the-Trickster Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Student General Artist
awww that was soo sad! I loved it though. Because I felt like the girl before but I'm not dead. Even though my friend/crush said that too I liked my life. But that was so good!
fairytailrox98 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012
Thank you :)
Yuki-the-Trickster Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Student General Artist
your welcome!
kiku----honda Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
VictoriaVisage Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Student Writer
I cried...

It was beautiful though.

fairytailrox98 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012
Thank you! :iconsmileyplz:
AlexisRainbowKitten Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
QAQ So sad... I cry now :'( but it was really good :)
fairytailrox98 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012
Thx :)
AlexisRainbowKitten Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ur welcome
pineapplenumber23 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist

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MonOnRawr Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
My feels....;w;
HisokaIshi Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:iconemocanadaplz: ......I'mma just go into a corner and die....
WiraLin Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012
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